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It was fear and despondency that caused me to cry out...
It was fear and despondency that caused me to cry out for God and, after years of wandering, to find Him in Christian Science. I was not very well bodily, but such ailments as I had were more bearable than the mental depression. This was so from my earliest remembrance, though from no visible reason. I had home, kind parents, brothers, sisters, friends; but I was restless, unsatisfied, and longed for something I could not find. The words of the Psalm were often in my thought, "As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God."
I was brought up an orthodox minister's daughter, and tried very hard to find God as others felt they had, but could not, and at times I feard that the doctrine of predestination explained my inability to reach Him. As I grew older I became skeptical. I could se evil, sorrow, sin, hardship, but could not see God, could not find Him. I wondered, and questioned, Where is He?
I was miserable, but after a while I grew more prayerful, more softened, and then "Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures" came to my notice, and surely in answer to my earnest longing.
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July 2, 1904 issue
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The Lessons of Obedience
BLANCHE H. HOGUE.
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Giving Account
W. S. MORRIS, JR.
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"According as we Love"
A. H. M.
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"The Mantle of Charity"
GRACE WHITE.
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The Touch of Truth
H. K. M.
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The word "philosophy," as defined by Webster, is "literally...
Richard P. Verrall
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To the Christian Scientist, prayer means more than a...
Lloyd B. Coate
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Christian Scientists gladly recognize that a large majority...
Clarence A. Buskirk with contributions from Ruskin
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Resolved
AGNES FLORIDA CHALMERS.
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The Lectures
with contributions from John H. Wheeler, Willis F. Gross, Leslie S. Everts
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MRS. EDDY TAKES NO PATIENTS
Editor
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Another Expression of Gratitude
Editor with contributions from William B. Johnson, Mary B. G. Eddy
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A Donation Acknowledged
Geo. H. Kinter
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Church Dedicated at Grand Island, Neb.
with contributions from L. A. Glade, M. B. G. Eddy
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Letters to our Leader
with contributions from Caleb H. Cushing, Herbert W. Beck
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Christian Science came to me in my darkest hour,—all...
Lucy E. Mather
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It was fear and despondency that caused me to cry out...
Adelia Gilliam Morgan
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I became interested in Christian Science through the experience...
Pattie C. Jett with contributions from Phyllis von Holthoir
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Christian Science came to my aid at the time in my life...
Besse Phelps Stone with contributions from Cherokee A. Smith
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Let me say, first of all, that I thank God and also Mrs. Eddy...
Fannie Chambers
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From our Exchanges
with contributions from Walter Rauschenbusch, L. A., G. Campbell Morgan
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Notices
with contributions from Stephen A. Chase