This expression of gratitude is offered with the accompanying...

This expression of gratitude is offered with the accompanying hope that it will reach someone who thinks, as I once thought, that he has finished with religion forever.

Formerly a member of a so-called orthodox church, I finally withdrew from it, dissatisfied and disappointed. I found it impossible to believe in or conceive of a God who was alternately kind and unkind, loving and revengeful. So for this and other reasons I severed my connection with every kind of religious activity, believing that thereby my peace of mind would be more secure.

During this transitional period, and for many succeeding years, a large part of my professional work was carried on in church edifices; and many and futile were the discussions on religious subjects which I engaged in with pastors of various churches. Many of these men were living exemplary Christian lives, as far as their understanding permitted, but a majority, if not all of them, believed that God was responsible for disaster and discord. So my search for a more humane and consistent God was, for the time being, unsuccessful.

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The Christian Science Practitioner
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