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THE JOY OF REPENTANCE
Some months ago, when I did not know from personal experience that Christian Science is demonstrable, the title of this article would have brought forth a cynical smile. If one had even hinted the possibility of repentance (grief, as I knew it to be) being accepted by any sane person as a joy, I should have met it with a shrug. Today I not only know this seeming contradiction to be an absolute truth, but I actually understand why it cannot be otherwise. The change which an individual consciousness has to undergo ere it willingly accepts repentance as a "fruit of the Spirit," has been experienced by every true Christian Scientist. Most Christians experience joy on conversion; but joy in repentance is an entirely different thing. In my former thought repentance meant a period of grief, the performance of some imposed penance, and often my grief was followed by a fit of melancholy, this being succeeded by a brief period of ecstatic happiness, which in turn, as I sinned again, gave way once more to grief.
Long before Christian Science had been brought to my attention I had reached the conclusion that the human mind is a subtle and peculiar piece of mechanism, and all the more dangerous because of its alleged reality. Often, at revival meetings, I have listened to the testimonies of converts, but while feeling that they were honest in their profession of a complete change of life, I was myself never brought to repentance, nor even to a desire to embrace religion, though I was always willing, and in fact anxious, to procure some means of overcoming sin and sickness.
An incident which memory recalls right here, and one I can never forget, occurred during my attendance at one of these revival meetings in New York city several years ago. I was accompanied by a young clergyman who had left his native church to rid himself of superstition and hypnotism, and had gone over to an entirely different form of faith. During the testimony of a shabbily-dressed but terribly sincere man, the clergyman seemed to be deeply affected, and remarked: "Poor fellow, he little knows how much of his suffering is due to church teaching. If he knew what persecution some innocent men have to endure for doing what they believe to be God's bidding, he would scarcely believe it. My God! I'd exchange positions in life with him this minute. His bitterest grief is a joy compared to the woes I am compelled to bear."
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December 11, 1909 issue
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THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD
ADAM H. DICKEY.
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THE LETTER AND THE SPIRIT
FRANK H. SPRAGUE.
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STEADFASTNESS
ANNA HAY DETRICH.
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"MEEKNESS AND MIGHT"
ANNE ARCHBOLD MILLER.
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THE JOY OF REPENTANCE
C. M. CARROLL WHITE.
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LOOKING ALWAYS FOR GOOD
STOKES ANTHONY BENNETT.
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RISING OUT OF ENVIRONMENT
H. T. KYLE.
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HOME
BIRDELLA B. HOLTON.
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A little thought and a little care...
Josephine Pollard
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All but one of the tidal waves of religion that we know...
From "The Growth of Christian Science" by Wilder D. Quint
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Will you, with that courtesy which has hitherto been...
Frederick Dixon
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The clerical gentleman's desire to save the public from...
William J. Bonnin
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MRS. EDDY TAKES NO PATIENTS
Editor
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THE MOTHER'S EVENING PRAYER*
MARY BAKER EDDY.
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AN IMPORTANT WORK
Archibald McLellan
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THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST
Annie M. Knott
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SILENT EFFECTIVENESS
John B. Willis
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LETTERS TO OUR LEADER
with contributions from James Otis Simonds, Mary Baker Eddy, Alexander Dodds, Archibald McLellan, Mollie E. Shaffer, M. Elizabeth Lengsfield, The Yorkshire Christian Science Churches and Societies, Helen C. Montgomery, A. J. Johnston
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THE LECTURES
with contributions from Harvey M. Ferris, Edwin Dukes, Porter J. Neff, J. A. Puffer
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Christian Science was first brought to my notice about...
Wm. Harrison Woodring
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It was about the time of our dear Leader's discovery...
George H. Smith
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I feel it a duty as well as a pleasure to testify to the...
Hattie McMahon
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Six years ago I was healed through the teachings of...
Rhoda B. Grafton
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I wish to tell as simply as I can of the heavenly light...
Fannie Sloane Towle
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About three years ago I had considerable trouble with a...
Hansine Madson
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Nearly three years ago I was healed of a desperate case...
Mattie Tremaine
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Christ Jesus said, "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek,...
Maie B. Hillis
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Ever since Christian Science lifted me out of hopeless...
Ernie E. Richey
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It is with joy, and with thanks to God, that I wish...
Laurence J. Clinton
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I am thankful that when Christian Science was presented...
Grace Alexander
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It is with very deep gratitude that I acknowledge the...
Helen E. Coker
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THE LIGHT OF TRUTH
ALICE MC GUIGAN.
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FROM OUR EXCHANGES
with contributions from D. M. Steele, John Haynes Holmes