Testimony of Healing September 30, 1944 Issue

I find I cannot let any more...

Margaret Wagg

I find I cannot let any more time pass without expressing in writing my sincere gratitude to God for progress gained in learning to live Christian Science and to use it in all my problems.

Over two years ago I had a very definite proof that God does govern and direct us. In the middle of the year I was asked to close a small business, which I operated on a college campus, until I was able to express more effectively in my everyday living the qualities of order. At this time many bills needed immediate attention. This business was from a human standpoint necessary as a means of helping me attend college.

That night I had quite a mental struggle. I was tempted at first to be resentful toward the person who had imposed the requirement upon me. Then Mrs. Eddy's statement in "Miscellaneous Writings" (p. 215), "Christian Science demands order and truth," came forcefully to mind. I realized I was not expressing order in my thinking or in my personal appearance, belongings, and so forth. If Christian Science demanded order, I was certainly not living up to the standard rightfully expected of me as a student of Christian Science. Neither had I fulfilled the other demand, for obviously I was thinking that the closing of a business meant supply would stop. However, I soon realized that God continually cares for us regardless of the material situation, and that the closing of my business was no sign that God's law had stopped operating. The truth is that God's law is ever operative.

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