In the year 1916, what seemed the climax of over a...

In the year 1916, what seemed the climax of over a quarter of a century of suffering came to me. I had been afflicted with what had been variously diagnosed by medical men as gastralgia, acute indigestion, gallstones, ulcers of the stomach, heart disease, and even appendicitis. I had consulted some of the best physicians in Boston, Providence, New York, and Chicago, where I had been laid up in hotels by these attacks, but could get no help except through hypodermics of morphine. The advice to have an "exploratory incision" I refused to heed.

"Man's extremity is God's opportunity," it is said; and I had certainly reached that point when I turned to Christian Science. Owing to my mental condition and my unbelief, the practitioner at first did not seem to help me, and I went away very much discouraged. I remember that I protested to him vigorously when he talked with me about sin, and told him that I was not conscious of being wicked. I had prayed earnestly to God many times for relief without any apparent results, and the practitioner had seemingly been no more successful than I had.

My malady seemed to grow worse; and I finally became so irritable, unhappy, and inefficient that I resigned my position as general agent of one of the large life insurance companies, giving up a lucrative position. About that time my wife became seriously ill, and asked for help in Christian Science; and a practitioner and a Christian Science nurse were employed to care for her. This proved a great blessing to all of us, for while reading the Lesson-Sermons with the nurse for the benefit of my wife, I began to realize the truth about Christian Science and its healing power, and to make vigorous efforts to be healed. I learned that "seeking is not sufficient. It is striving that enables us to enter," as Mrs. Eddy says on page 10 of "Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures."

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August 4, 1923
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