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For many years I was an invalid. My sufferings were...
For many years I was an invalid. My sufferings were both mental and physical, but the healing of mental anguish was far more to me than the healing of physical ills. All these years I had not only been under the care of doctors, but never out of their hands, as my case necessitated long stays in different sanitariums for those who were mentally affected; and it was while I was in one of these institutions that Christian Science was brought to me.
I was in constant fear,—afraid to live and afraid to die, afraid of light and of darkness, of everything around me and of everybody, especially of myself; but above all I was afraid of God. The treatment I had been under consisted of much drugging, including the taking of opiates to relieve my mental condition, also my bodily pains, and I took sleeping-drafts regularly every night. I had been treated by hypnotism also, which left me much worse than I had been before. Previous to the other treatment I had been under faith-healing, receiving the "unction of oil" three times a day on my head (in order to heal my brain, it was said), and my not recovering was accounted for by the faith-healer as the consequence of some sin which my family had committed and which God would not forgive.
I had been under well-known specialists, and on more than one occasion was forbidden to read religious books, even the Bible being taken away from me. In addition to my mental miseries I was suffering from the result of a fall which occurred during my stay at a sanitarium, and for this I had received massage and every form of medical treatment for eighteen months. I was walking on crutches, and the doctors could give me no hope of recovery unless I had an operation, which I so much dreaded that it seemed better to remain a cripple.
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October 26, 1912 issue
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OVERCOMING
SUE HARPER MIMS.
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"READY TO EVERY GOOD WORK"
W. W. TOTHEROH, LL.D.
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"NOW IS THE ACCEPTED TIME"
M. ETHEL WHITCOMB.
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MENTAL VAGRANCY
LOUIS J. DU BOIS.
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"TEACH US TO PRAY"
KATHARINE T. PORTER.
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Under the heading of "The Medical Schools," in your...
Frederick Dixon
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In a recent issue there was published a communication...
Alfred Farlow
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At the close of his remarks on a recently published pamphlet...
William J. Bonnin in
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In a recent issue I find an anonymous article under the...
John L. Rendall
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Christian Science does not teach that "there is no pain or...
Jno. M. Dean in
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In a letter which appeared in a recent issue, the writer...
E. M. Ramsay in
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ONLY ONE STANDARD
Archibald Mclellan
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HANDLING THE SERPENT
John B. Willis
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"MARTYRS."
Annie M. Knott
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THE LECTURES
with contributions from A. W. Stephens, Henry Deutsch, George Halverson, Robert Coates, J. L. Mothershead, Thos. F. Hoyt
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Not long ago I was involved in a business transaction in...
Oliver A. Phelps
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For many years I was an invalid. My sufferings were...
Mdlle. C. J. Vilbert
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My purpose in sending in my testimony to the Sentinel is...
Minna Porter Roedel
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I have been receiving the blessings of Christian Science...
Amon Dorsey Cain
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CONSCIOUSNESS
GRACE A. BOUGHTON-LEIGH.
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FROM OUR EXCHANGES
with contributions from A. R. E. Wyant