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All my life I had been a sufferer
All my life I had been a sufferer. Sudden and serious breakdowns had cut short every strenuous effort to accomplish anything. For two or more years prior to 1898 I had "suffered many things of many physicians." More than once my life had been despaired of, but I would rally only to meet continued suffering, until my joy, my hope, and my home were gone, and I lay at death's door under an acute attack of rheumatic trouble. A dear old-time friend had been sent for, to see me before I should pass on. She came as she had done many times before,—to render relief from the sense of suffering; this time, however, she brought the message that was to free me from suffering sense, for she had just entered upon the narrow way of Christian Science.
Her former loving services had given her a right to the initiative, and I shall never forget the sweet humility that characterized her request to be allowed to give me a treatment. Viewing it now, in the light of what she had to give, I wonder that I could have granted it reluctantly: but my blind faith in Christianity had been destroyed in the light of better reasoning, and I could conceive of no alliance between religion and Science. She, however, wrestled silently in that prayer which brings down healing from the source of all good,—that prayer which is desire, born of divine Love. I rallied at once, in response to its call to life and action; and for a few days I read continually that inspiring book, "Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures" by Mrs. Eddy.
At first I could see but little in it, but as I advanced it dawned upon me that this religion was a complete reversal of all material statements; that to know God aright we must turn from all material testimony, and reach out after the testimony of Spirit, God, unadulterated by human concepts, unmixed with mortal confusions. The command, "Choose you this day whom ye will serve," was for me. I obediently arose from my bed, though with great trepidation and pain, and cast all my medicine out through the open window, declaring that henceforth God should be my only physician.
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December 12, 1908 issue
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THE NEED OF MENTAL ACTIVITY
CLARENCE W. CHADWICK.
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A SERMON IN A SAWMILL
CAROLINE E. LINNELL.
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A HEALING FAITH
ROSE H. FLEISHER.
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UNAPPROPRIATED GOODNESS
REV. HENRY M. PERKINS.
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PATIENCE
GRETTA POTTER BEARCE.
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OH, DID THEY KNOW
MRS. F. L. MILLER.
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As to our critic's main argument, may I explain, once...
Frederick Dixon
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Our critic's argument that drugs are created by God for...
George Shaw Cook
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THE LECTURES
with contributions from James O. Lyford, Septimus J. Hanna, H. M. Cook, Ben. Haworth-Booth, John D. Works, E. J. Simpson, R. A. Leach
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MRS. EDDY TAKES NO PATIENTS
Editor
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"TO BLESS ALL MANKIND."
Archibald McLellan
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"THE WAY OF HOLINESS."
Annie M. Knott
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"WHICH ART IN HEAVEN."
John B. Willis
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LETTERS TO OUR LEADER
with contributions from Charles Griffith Young, Wm. S. Campbell, Wentworth B. Winslow, Louise C. Benedict, Ida L. Baker, Evelyn Sylvester Knowles, Annie M. Childs, James J. Rome
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All my life I had been a sufferer
Martha C. Sprague with contributions from Charles H. Merk
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I desire to relate my experience in Christian Science
Christiane Bertsch
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I am thankful for this opportunity to express in part...
Mary J. Powell
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In November, 1907, I had two badly injured wrists...
L. A. Russell
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I feel that I should no longer put off acknowledging, at...
Elizabeth R. Stabler
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After a severe attack of illness in 1889, while attending...
Harriet I. England
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I have always, since childhood, thought it the duty of...
Alice Woodward
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When I sought Christian Science it was not to gain...
Anges Vinton Knight
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I became interested in Christian Science a little over two...
Emma Skinner with contributions from Etta Scott Beatie
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WHEN IT IS DARK
AMY RUTH WENZEL
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FROM OUR EXCHANGES
with contributions from Charles Cuthbert, John Haynes Holmes