My father was a deeply spiritual man, and from his...

My father was a deeply spiritual man, and from his teaching and example I gained a simple faith in God, which never really left me, though after the passing on of my beloved parents I left home and plunged into the pleasures of the world. I cannot remember a time when I did not feel weary and often ill, but my intense love of excitement and amusement always kept me busy, and working up to high pressure by sheer will-power. I entered a hospital for training as a nurse, and becoming deeply interested in the theoretical side of my profession, I soon became steeped in medical law, the results of which I was to reap later on in fear and consequent illnesses. I was always receiving special treatment in the form of stimulants and strong tonics to build up my system, but I often had to go off duty through illness. I lived in constant dread of taking cold, and with unfailing regularity, for seven or eight years before coming into Science, I was annually laid low with influenza, since when I have had only one attack, which was completely overcome in two hours by a realization of the truth of being, as taught in Christian Science.

After my marriage I seemed to go down-hill very rapidly from a health point of view, developing several complaints which had been lying dormant for years. I spent a most wretched two years, and I can now see that I must have been a great trial to my dear husband. Mentally I was a wreck, and I could not begin to tell of my misery, which I know now was caused through self-righteousness, self-pity, envy, hate, a whole army of conspirators. At the end of two years of married life I left home, ostensibly to seek health in a sea trip, since in spite of every care and many medicines and stimulants I did not improve, and my life seemed so much a failure that I prayed to die.

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