Are you sure?
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Does it really matter that I exist?
In discovering our true worth, we need never settle for less than our Father's loving assessment of us.
When I was growing up, I was always being told that I looked just like my mother. People sometimes even addressed me by her name! I began to wonder if I was really important as myself, or if I would just always be like somebody else. It wasn't that I didn't like my mother—I just wanted to feel that I was needed for my own qualities. I knew that my family loved me, but I wondered if it would make any difference to anyone else if I just disappeared from the face of the earth. Did I have a purpose in life?
At the time, I thought that I was the only one in the world who had ever struggled to find a sense of self-esteem, and I didn't think that there was anyone who could help me. However, from a very young age I had been attending a Christian Science Sunday School, and I felt sure that by learning more about what Christian Science teaches, I could learn to be at peace with myself.

May 28, 1990 issue
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Perfection: a present fact, a step-by-step proof
Joan Sieber Ware
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SECOND THOUGHT
Eugene Robin
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No "dangerous inheritances" from our divine Parent
Beverly Bemis Hawks DeWindt
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Does it really matter that I exist?
Suzanne B. Soulé
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POSITIVE PRESS
Donald A. Wells
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The ever-presence of good
Peter B. Vanderhoef
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Stranger at the gate
Michael D. Rissler
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Who's doing what
Elaine Natale
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Starting lineup
Nancy L. Robison
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"Be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by...
Jeanne Elsie Kennedy
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Two years ago I got stung by some bees in a pumpkin patch
Alex Harbur with contributions from Meredith T. Harbur
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For almost seventy years I have relied completely on Christian Science,...
Mildred M. Cairnes
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When I was a little girl I used to ride my bicycle up to a...
Mary Michelle (Shelly) Shelton with contributions from Byron Lee Shelton