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My childhood was very unhappy, and gradually I began to...
My childhood was very unhappy, and gradually I began to wonder what life really meant. Although I attended a Christian church and Sunday School, after a while I became very dissatisfied. My great concern was how and where God existed, and I wondered why I felt no relationship to Him. Finally I became very discouraged and drifted into a loose way of living. Drinking became a daily practice, also smoking, gambling, and other common vices. Eventually I could see very little reason for existing.
At one point a young woman who lived in the same village presented me with a copy of Science and Health by Mrs. Eddy. I accepted the book and without bothering to open it placed it on a shelf by my bedside. About six months later, after a strong drinking bout one night, I retired. Suddenly I became extremely fearful and in great turmoil. At the same moment I realized I had placed my hand on the copy of Science and Health, which was lying on the shelf. I opened the book and read a few words. Even though I didn't fully understand them, all at once a feeling of peace enveloped me, the stress and turmoil dropped away, and I fell into a restful sleep.
The next day my one desire was to learn more of the teachings of Christian Science, which had brought about such a wonderful sense of peace in me. I commenced reading Science and Health and Mrs. Eddy's other writings and began attending a branch church. Within a very short while, the drinking, smoking, and other vices were overcome and healed. For this deliverance I have never ceased to be grateful.
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September 5, 1988 issue
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POSITIVE PRESS
by Irina Ratushinskaya
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Good neighboring
Elna W. Hull
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Minding our own business!
Ralyne Nawman Robb
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My prayer
Shirley Rose Jarnagin
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But what if it were serious?
Gary Recard
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Does the devil live under your house?
Ruth G. McCleary
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The discipline of Love
Kathryn W. Greenacre
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Watch!
Ann Kenrick
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One realm, one race
William E. Moody
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Sentry duty
Madora McKenzie Kibbe
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As a child I often wondered about the true meaning of life
Patricia Y. Brake
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My mother was introduced to Christian Science a few years...
Nancy A. Gardner
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The promise of Christ Jesus "Ask, and it shall be given you"...
Eulalie Teichert Langford
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Our family was blessed beyond words when an acquaintance of...
Janet Marie Danse
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My childhood was very unhappy, and gradually I began to...
Alfred Clifford Taylor