Quite often I hear these and similar remarks: "I'm not comfortable with him," "I seem susceptible to discordant situations that are occurring in my environment," "I'm not good at that," "I'm unable to overcome that erroneous tendency," "I seem subject to that ailment.
If you are thinking about joining The Mother Church, perhaps you d like to talk it over with someone, or have your questions answered in a letter from The Mother Church.