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A False Sense of God Destroyed
IN pursuing his study of Christian Science, the beginner is sometimes conscious of a sense of bewilderment in his thought of God. The outlines of his old belief respecting God become less and less distinct, until there is only a confused blur where before had been a definite mental picture or concept. The idea of a perfect creator and a perfect creation, existing apart from matter and evil, in dawning upon him has disturbed his satisfaction with what he had formerly been taught to believe; although, like the blind man whom Jesus healed, he may not at first have a correct apprehension of the objects seen. In this transition from the old to the new, when the awakening thought is rising from its fading dream and but dimly discerns the things of reality, the student seems at times to stand with neither foot on solid ground. The former things have receded from him, leaving an apparent void, and in his perplexity he may feel that he has lost his God, or that Christian Science has taken Him away.
Mary mourned in much the same sense at the sepulchre, when her material concept of the Christ seemed lost to her and before she discerned him in the spiritual or resurrected sense. It was then she uttered that plaintive lament which is sometimes repeated by those who, like her, have gone to the sepulchre of matter, where they had buried their Lord, to find that Christian Science has rolled away the stone, and that he is not there. When Mary found that the Christ was so much more than a mortal, material man, her false concept disappeared, and she gained the true idea, the Messiah which was to redeem the world.
Christian Science finds each of us with more or less imperfect or erroneous ideals of God. Paul said, "When that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away;" and in like manner the imperfections and errors in our sense of God pass away before a more perfect knowledge. If this process has advanced so far as to erase our contentment with past beliefs, while we are yet too timorous to wholly accept the spiritual idea as presented in Christian Science,—while, like the women at the sepulchre, we are affrighted at the angel message,—we may think that our God has been lost to us. But with the gaining of a little more courage we may perceive our risen Lord,—waiting by the sepulchre; and lo, all life begins anew for us.
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September 16, 1905 issue
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A False Sense of God Destroyed
SAMUEL GREENWOOD.
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The Lesson-Sermon and Its Reading
REV. ARTHUR REEVES VOSBURGH.
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God Known as Principle
JULIA KINNEY.
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An Extract from a Letter
A. T. M.
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The Eternal Now
JENNIE WALBRIDGE BRIGGS.
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The Lectures
with contributions from Martha Sutton Thompson, Governor Cummins
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Christian Science at the Capital
Vinton A. Holbrook with contributions from Martineau
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MRS. EDDY TAKES NO PATIENTS
Editor
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"The things that be Caesar's"
Archibald Mclellan
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"Confess your sins"
Annie M. Knott
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Watching vs. Watching Out*
John B. Willis
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Letters to our Leader
with contributions from Marjorie Colles, Florence E. Burtis, William R. Knox, Geo. M. Clough, Magdalena Pfeiffer, Mary Spargo Fraser
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Although my parents had been Christian Scientists for...
William A. Partridge with contributions from J. T. Morris
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I have known of Christian Science for rather more than...
Caroline B. Getty
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Until about three years ago, I suffered from frequent...
Willet G. Ranney
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As we grow into a realization of the protective power of...
Florence M. Pray
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I never remember being without a headache and backache...
Edith S. Darlington
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I wish to express my gratitude for what Christian Science...
Agnes R. Hoffinger
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I cannot longer withhold an expression of gratitude for...
Sarah O. Bragg
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I count it a privilege to give my testimony to the value of...
Minnie E. Woock
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I used to be very bigoted with respect to Christian Science,...
Frank L. Elliott
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In May, 1891, I first heard of Christian Science
Henry Hazen
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I have been helped so much by reading the testimonies...
Charlotte Barker
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I first heard of Christian Science in 1898, through a...
I. N. Campbell
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I would like to express my gratitude for what Christian Science...
Viola B. Hintjen
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The upward look and cry,—yes, more of that we need...
Thomas Starr King
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From our Exchanges
with contributions from Carroll D. Wright, John Whitehead
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Notices
with contributions from Stephen A. Chase