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RESTORED TRUST IN CHRISTIAN SCIENCE
One day a few years ago, I noticed a small lump on my back while looking in the mirror. Initially, I thought it was a spider bite and didn't think too much about it. Weeks later, after noticing that it was still there, I became somewhat concerned. Having been raised in Christian Science, I knew that prayer could heal problems. But, because there was no pain and the lump seemed like just an inconvenience, I decided to "live with it."
Months later, and quite suddenly, it grew larger and became inflamed, causing me a great deal of pain. Though I had witnessed many healings in my family throughout my life, I hadn't exactly been practicing or studying Christian Science over the previous year. I knew I had a decision to make regarding how to deal with this problem. I could seek medical treatment, or rely on Christian Science. Quite frankly, I didn't know what to expect medically, but I did know that I wanted a sense of dominion over the fear I was experiencing. So I decided to rely on Christian Science treatment for a solution to this situation.
I called a Christian Science practitioner, and she lovingly agreed to pray with me. As we talked, I became aware of the need to address another troubling situation in my life. I came to the conclusion that there were certain people, specifically my managers at work, whom I needed to forgive. For some time I had felt very unappreciated for my efforts and had been passed over for various promotions, which in my mind I had rightfully earned. I knew that thinking of my managers as unfair and dishonest people was not helpful to my spiritual progress and needed to be corrected in my thoughts. As I prayed, I came to believe that this was not how God, Truth itself, saw them. He saw my managers as His children — just and honest. As I consciously decided to forgive each of them, I felt that the Christ, the message of God's love for His children, was opening the door for healing.
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September 24, 2007 issue
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LETTERS
with contributions from DANIEL OTIENO OKELLO, SALLY ALLAN, MARY MARSTON, VICKI KNICKERBOCKER, MELODY RAY CULP
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If not age, what does define us?
PATRICIA KADICK, STAFF EDITOR
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ITEMS OF INTEREST
with contributions from David M. Brown, Eric Gorski, Trevor Tompson
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AGELESS AT ANY STAGE
BY JIM THURMAN
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DETERIORATION ISN'T INEVITABLE
BY JEAN WHITEHEAD
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'EXTREME GRANDMA'
BY VICKI A. TURPEN
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PAS DE DIEU
TEXT AND PHOTOGRAPHS BY TONY LOBL
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Lessons from the Rwandan genocide
BY ABRAHAM MCLAUGHLIN
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Perfect pictures
TEXT AND IMAGES BY ASHTON JACKSON
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Centered in Him
Melissa Baker
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LOVE'S COMPLETE PROVISION
VERONICA RAGATZ
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GOD FOSTERS EVERYONE
VALERIE MINARD
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HELP AGAINST THE PULL OF SUICIDE
RUTH WALKER
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RESTORED TRUST IN CHRISTIAN SCIENCE
JEFFREY SLAUGHTER
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A SURE HEALING METHOD
CYNTHIA CLAGUE
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PROTECTED FROM INJURY
RICHARD PHILLIPPS with contributions from CHRISTINE PHILLIPPS