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Life out of the fast lane
I FELT PRETTY COOL as I sped down the autobahn in my bright red, expensive company car, passing by all the slower cars. I was on a company business trip to another city in Germany. Dressed in a smart suit and new designer shoes, I should have felt on top of the world.
Instead, I felt uneasy. My job in the marketing department of a large automobile company was intense. I'd been having trouble getting along with my boss, and there were other stresses in the department. Everyone worked hard to be noticed—including me. As a result, I'd suffered off and on with bouts of anxiety, in which my heart would race and I would feel totally out of control. And that night in my hotel room, as I lay on my bed. I experienced the severest panic attack I'd ever had.
I had a vague idea this had something to do with my arrogance and feelings of superiority about my job and position. But beneath everything, I actually felt deeply unhappy and dissatisfied with my work. I longed to do something more creative, yet I was frightened of change.
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About the author
Although originally from Marburg, Germany, Katja Bressette has spent the last two years living and working in Boston. She's a recent newlywed and enjoys traveling and reading.
May 1, 2006 issue
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LETTERS
with contributions from JEAN BOWYER, TOM YEAPLE, MARIAN J. FOSTER, MARGARET WYLIE, MARY LOUISE HILL
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Trading in our plans for God's plans
KIM SHIPPEY, SENIOR WRITER
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ITEMS OF INTEREST
with contributions from Ben Gelinas, R. Scott Macintosh, Chris Herlinger
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The ordered life—free from strain
BY RICHARD NENNEMAN
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Steppingstones out of stress
BY KATE DEARBORN
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Life out of the fast lane
BY KATJA BRESSETTE
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'Peace, be still'
George Krusz
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A healing prayer upstream
BY GLORY HOLZWORTH
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a STRONG foundation
BY JUDI BELL
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In God's club
Name removed by request
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'From those who have, to those who need'
Report by Kim Shippey, Senior Writer
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A JOYFUL HOMECOMING
JILL CARROLL with contributions from FOTIOS DARDAMANIS, DEBRA KELLER, VERA OVCHAR, MARIE A. BISCONER, SALLY MALLIN, WILLIAM BYRON WEBSTER, CHRIS WEILAND, BEVERLY J. LISI
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'I AM HEALED!'
SANDY TREVOR-ROBERTS—Kwazulu-Natal, South Africa
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MY #1 RELATIONSHIP
JUDY HEDRICK
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A DEEPER RELIGIOUS FREEDOM
TONY LOBL
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UNDERSTANDING GOD'S NATURE BRINGS HEALING
WILLIAM F. BOODINE
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KNEE PAIN HEALED
STELLA MESQUITA
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PRAYER HARMONIZES A TROUBLED PREGNANCY
LAWRENCE AND EKATERINA WRIGHT