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Since I was eighteen years of age I have been a constant...
Since I was eighteen years of age I have been a constant drinker, and for the last ten years, a heavy one, in fact, I seldom went to bed sober, I commenced to drink in the early morning and kept it up steadily until I went to bed. For the same length of time I was also an inveterate smoker, during later years consuming sometimes seventy or more Egyptian cigarettes daily. I also used profane language, and in addition lived as fast a life as it was possible for a man of my means. I ultimately reached a condition which demanded medical aid, and I was under the constant charge of one of the best physicians in New York, receiving daily treatments (sometimes more frequent) until my system was saturated with drugs. I continued this course for many months, eight or nine, but received no benefit whatever, but rather grew worse, until in June my doctor told me I would have to start all over again, that he could not understand why he did not benefit me. He has since told me that I was beyond any material aid, and has twice expressed his amazement at my wonderful recovery.
I was in despair, and believing I could never recover, wanted to "shuffle off this mortal coil," for I suffered excruciatingly. My throat was in a dreadful condition, and I was in constant dread at meal time, because of the agony produced by swallowing even the most delicate food, and I slept with a handkerchief in my mouth to absorb the excessive secretions.
I tried Christian Science then, not because I had any belief that God would heal me, but because I was anxious to die and feared the disgrace to my people, so consequently placed myself in the hands of a Scientist, thinking I would be shortly dead and no one would know it to be a preconcerted scheme on my part but would deem me crazy over religion. I feel ashamed to say this, but it is the truth.
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May 9, 1903 issue
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Legislation in Colorado
W. W. BOOTH.
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Theory and Practice
JOHN E. PLAYTER
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True Science
ALFRED FARLOW
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Fear and Disease
E. H. CARMAN.
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"First the Blade, then the Ear."
JAMES A. LOGWOOD
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The Lectures
with contributions from Charles Summer, Katherine Bangs, V. P. Mather, R. O. Campbell
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Rev. Mary Baker Eddy's Gift
with contributions from MARY BAKER EDDY
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A Humble and a Contrite Heart
ELLA S. SARGENT.
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Rejoice Always
ADELAIDE FISHER.
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Under the Shadow of the Almighty
W. SCOTT ILIFF.
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Current Counterfeits
G. H. K.
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Thoughts on Love
WILLIAM H. RUSSELL.
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Among the Churches
with contributions from Emma F. McFarland, R. L. Ziller, H. F. H., L. E. M., Thackeray
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Between five and six years ago I turned to Christian Science...
E. S. WOODHOUSE with contributions from ELLA COLTON KNIGHTS
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Notices
with contributions from STEPHEN A. CHASE
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Religious Items
with contributions from PHILLIPS BROOKS, LUCY LARCOM, F. W. FARRAR, J. McC. HOLMES, JOHN JAMES TAYLER