Sometimes healing is measured in increments of the heart, not instantaneous wholeness. The Melton family, of Dallas, has had both rocky, painful, moments and joyous, uplifting vision in their son Jason's spiritual journey of recovery after injuries by a hit-and-run driver.
So you feel like you messed up badly, and there's no way to get things straightened out. Well, here's a thought: God has some clean clothes and a ring and a new pair of shoes to get you going. (So to speak.)