What do we truly want?

“If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging, that would be no problem. But I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve (or save) the world and a desire to enjoy (or savor) the world. This makes it hard to plan the day” (Israel Shenker, “E. B. White: Notes and Comments by Author,” New York Times, July 11, 1969).

These words by American writer E. B. White wryly sum up a challenge we can face when finding, or reawakening to, a spiritual practice that heals and transforms. On the one hand, we have the resources to play a part in bringing constructive change to the world, and we recognize that doing so demands devotion of thought and selfless action. On the other hand, there’s a great deal of sporting, cultural, and social activity clamoring for our attention, as well as more sensual pleasures tempting us. 

So what’s the balance between prayer and pleasure, spiritual growth and satisfying human relationships, serving God and simply enjoying life?