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HEALED OF DIFFICULTY IN BREATHING
Two years ago, I started to develop a cough. At first it came on just a few times a day, so I took little notice. But as time went on, the coughing became more frequent—sometimes several times an hour—and I began having difficulty breathing. I still wasn't alarmed, and ignored it. Although I did my best to pray about it in the way I'd learned in Christian Science, the difficulty got steadily worse. After four or five months, sometimes I felt I was losing consciousness in the night.
To please members of my family, who are not Christian Scientists, I agreed to consult a doctor. She was a lovely, caring person, and sent me for a battery of tests and X-rays. I was told I appeared to have a lung infection or was experiencing the onset of allergic asthma. They gave me medication, which I took for a time, but to no avail. Instead, I found it increasingly difficult to breathe through my nose, which bled profusely, and my voice became a croak.
Finally, I did what I wish I'd done in the first place, I contacted a Christian Science practitioner for help through prayer. Between croaks and wheezes, I told her what was wrong. After she'd listened quietly for a while, she asked me why I was so angry. I laughed and said I wasn't angry—just a bit frightened because I always seemed to make bad decisions. Eventually I realized that she was right. I was angry. As a matter of fact, I was furious. I was angry with my family. I was angry with myself. But most of all, I was really angry with the appalling state of the world.
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April 16, 2007 issue
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LETTERS
with contributions from ALLAN L. BOSSEN, SHEILA MUTERS
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One well at a time
MAIKE BYRD, CHILDREN'S EDITOR
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ITEMS OF INTEREST
with contributions from David Crumm, Simone Baribeau
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CLIMATE CHANGE
BEVERLY GOLDSMITH
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WHEN WILL THE RAIN COME?
ABIGAIL MACKAY
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CHRISTIAN MAJESTY AND THE CLIMATE
THOMAS BLACK
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'God's open secret'
BARBARA PETTIS
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BACK TO BASICS
LYNN JACKSON
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IT WAS AN even better home
BY EDWIN G. LEEVER
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Always in God's care
Courtney Hayes
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WHEN DIVIDED BECOMES UNITED
DAVID HARNED
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CAIRNS OF COMFORT
JONATHA WEY
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HOLD ON TO THE MOMENT
RICHARD NENNEMAN
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HEALED OF DIFFICULTY IN BREATHING
KATHY HARVEY
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HEALING IS ALWAYS POSSIBLE
GEORGE BIRDSONG
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'AS A SPIRITUAL IDEA, I WAS INTACT AND WHOLE ...'
CONSUELA H. ALLEN