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Eating disorder overcome
Not long after graduating from college, I stopped eating. I would go for days at a time on one small meal or just some crackers and water, and I quickly dropped an extraordinary amount of weight. Unfortunately, when friends expressed concern, I took it as a compliment, thinking, “Too thin = attractive.” I was a diligent student of Christian Science, active in my branch Church of Christ, Scientist, and prayed daily for myself, but I refused to pray about the extreme weight loss. I didn’t think it needed to be addressed in prayer. In fact, just the opposite: I was quite proud of the way things were.
One night I fell asleep in front of the television while watching a show. I was awakened later by a news program detailing symptoms associated with anorexia. Before I could turn off the TV, the list of symptoms caught my attention because they were things I’d been needing to find relief from, including extreme hair loss. I was shocked. In that instant, I saw the error of my ways. I had been identifying with the weight loss as somehow being part of me and as beneficial.
After a few days, I called a Christian Science practitioner to pray for me because I still wasn’t eating much, and the disease seemed to have a grip on me. The practitioner did pray for me; he gave me Christian Science treatment, and he also told me that I should eat three meals a day whether I was hungry or not; he wanted to be sure I did this.
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May 16, 2016 issue
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Letters
Glo, Anne Higgins, Nancy Buckwalter, Phyllis, Roberta
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The loved-and-loving paradigm
Cheryl Ranson
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Universal love
Adelaide Van Landingham
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Out with the old, in with the new!
Juli Vice
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Who told you that, Zambia?
Lawrence Musheba Kuseka
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Purpose and worth—yours right now
Janet Wenrick
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Out from under the shadow
Aidan O’Hagan
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Standing together for healing
Jenny Sawyer
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Eating disorder overcome
Angela Sage Larsen
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Pulled muscle healed
Andie Raffles
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Stomach issue on trip healed
Veronica A. Ragatz
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'Ye shall know them by their fruits'
Photograph by Jenness Schrenzel
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Unsung heroes who rescue Syria’s refugees
The Monitor’s Editorial Board
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Love that finds solutions
Susan C. Stark
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The dawn of spiritual light
Barbara Vining