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Overcoming resentment
For a year I had fought an uphill battle with a member of my doctoral advisory committee in attempting to complete my dissertation. It seemed obvious that she did not like me and wanted to hinder my progress. I felt as if I had been cast into my own den of lions. Envy and professional jealousy were pacing and snarling; resistance and delay were crouched and ready to pounce. Racial prejudice was licking its chops in the corner.
I had been writing diligently, but this woman's editorial feedback was needed before I could proceed further. Week after week I would drive an hour and a half each way to meet with her, and many times she would admit that she hadn't read the chapters I had submitted. On several occasions she failed to show up for our appointments, and no apologies were ever offered.
Frustration mounted as months went by without advisement —advisement for which I was paying a substantial amount of money on a very limited budget. Frustration turned into full-blown anger when, at one point, I had reason to believe this individual was using some of my research in a similar project at another university. I was filled with resentment and felt perfectly justified in feeling this way. It's not surprising that inspiration and progress came to a grinding halt.
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April 28, 1997 issue
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Disarming rage
Jon Benson
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I need not react
Marguerite Saye
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Overcoming resentment
Susan D. Fleming
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Forgiveness
Ashley Wolfe
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Leaving behind false landmarks
Clifford Kapps Eriksen
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"Patience is gain"
Martin K. Budu-Kwatiah
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Politics today: what can we do?
Rita Hayes Hornbeak
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The story of Jesus' crucifixion and resurrection
Rosalie E. Dunbar
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How high can we reach?
William E. Moody
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I was at school, September 18, 1996
George Hilton with contributions from Renée Hilton
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God's loving care for our family has taken form in many ways
Janet Heineman Clements with contributions from Jeffrey K. Clements
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Sometimes, if I wake in the middle of the night, I like to grab...
Louise Kim Krieger