Upon returning home from my first night of contra dancing, I was overcome with dizziness. I was unable to find peace in any position, whether sitting, standing, or lying down. In addition, I was physically exhausted. 

Earlier that evening, I had been warmly welcomed by a dance community that radiated love and support—even to a newcomer like me. The atmosphere in the dance hall was so uplifting, making the entire experience truly memorable. Dancing had always been a passion of mine, especially during my college days. So being part of this contra dance group, even for just a few hours, left a lasting impression.

Yet, after I returned home, I felt as if my body was failing and as if everything around me was constantly shifting. The swirling sensation made it difficult to stand or walk. I recognized this intense physical and mental discomfort as a call to action. Although I didn’t feel like praying, I was sure that it was the only thing that would help me deal with this situation.