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'A change in human belief'
Originally published in Der Christian Science Herold
For years I'd been suffering from gallstones and from the severe pains that regularly accompanied them. I had gone to see doctors when I had acute gallstone colics, to get relief from the pain through medication. Almost all of the doctors had advised an operation. But I was afraid of surgery.
Since I thought what I ate might be contributing to the gallstones, my way of dealing with this was to avoid certain foods. But the list of foods that I didn't think I should eat became longer and longer.
Another reason for the gallstone colics, I felt, was my anger. So I made an effort to think more positively and to stay away from negative thoughts. But I didn't succeed too well. I kept encountering situations in my life that caused me to react angrily. And then right away I would have this fear: "If you react, the pain will come back!" And often it did. Then, in addition to the pain, I had to deal with feelings of guilt: "This is your own fault—because you got angry again."
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January 10, 2005 issue
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Expecting the very best
Suzanne Smedley
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Letters
with contributions from David D. Brown, Cecile Barnett, Sandra Justad, Jane Shinn, Gwen Lynn
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ITEMS of INTEREST
with contributions from Kevin Kalhoefer, Bob Harvey, Thomas D'Evelyn, Charis Mastris
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SAY GOOD-BYE TO CYNICISM
By Rosalie E. Dunbar
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TOUCHING ONE LIFE AT A TIME
Donna J. Bradley
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COMPASSION, NOT DISDAIN
Neera Kapur
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The sweet road to recovery
By John Hubler
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'I've come out of my shell'
By Morgan Gavaletz
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OUT OF DARKNESS
Paul Shippey
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A 'JILL OF ALL TRADES' FINDS HER NICHE
By Eileen Stoecklin
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NOT JUST A WALK IN THE WOODS
By Ruby Bennet
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TO BE AND NOT TO BE
Gwenn Gurnack
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A spiritual 'gene'?
By Meg Welch Dendler
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Full freedom from a recurring injury
Colin G. Treworgy
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'A change in human belief'
Marietta Stofer