Even if we ignore or misunderstand our relation to God, He is still our loving Parent. Nothing can truly change or disrupt our inheritance of oneness with Him.
I was willing, without reservation, to accept whatever good God had in store for me. I had finally let go of my own version of that shiny yellow pencil.
I became aware that although I had overcome much grief since the passing of my husband a few years earlier, I still felt burdened and anxious without his daily love and support. I realized that this fear needed to be healed.