Article April 25, 1983 Issue

"Diversities of gifts"

HOLLY J. CANNON HOYER

Most of us have at some time gazed longingly at another's smooth-sailing life and wished ours were as free from temptation, misfortune, and trial. Has the question of fairness or justice ever crossed your mind? "What did that person do to deserve such a paved pathway?" you might be wondering.

One day while feeling particularly low and disappointed, I realized I had been comparing myself with a person I loved very dearly and respected. Why couldn't my life have been more free from lessons learned through suffering? When I humbled myself enough to admit and uncover the error, I discovered I was trying to stifle feelings of jealousy, envy, and anger toward this person, who always seemed happy and free. When there was a difficulty to meet, his joy and expectancy of good almost always dissolved it instantly. Instead of rejoicing with him, I would wonder if there was something wrong with me. In the meantime, what was happening to my sense of self-worth?

As I humbly and fervently reached out for divine direction in my studies and prayers, the story of Peter asking Jesus what was to become of the beloved disciple John suddenly flashed into thought. I eagerly went to my Bible and began to read John, chapter 21. As I continued to read on through the books of Acts, Peter, and I John, I learned a very valuable lesson on individual purpose.

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