Peak performance
I’ve played soccer practically my entire life. I remember watching my older brothers’ games on the sidelines as I eagerly awaited my turn to “tear up the field.” As soon as I was old enough to play the game, it became my passion, so naturally I was thrilled when I had the opportunity to play for my high school.
I finished my freshman season of soccer filled with satisfaction. I had made varsity and felt like a valued member of the team. But sophomore year was an entirely different story. Fresh off of a disappointing year for club soccer, I was nervous for the upcoming high school season. A swirl of doubts took hold and seemed to inhibit my ability to be successful on the field. I hesitated to make essential runs offensively and second-guessed each of my shots on goal.
With each additional game I didn’t score, I felt consumed by shame and noticed when my playing time began to wane significantly. I couldn’t shake the fear that my skill had “peaked” the previous year.
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