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‘I feel like I don’t have faith in God’
Originally appeared online in the teen series: Q&A - October 8, 2019
Q: I feel like I don’t have faith in God.
A: When I was in my twenties, I got really sick. Our neighbor, a doctor, overheard my coughing and told my husband I should be in the hospital, adding, “That’s pneumonia.” My worried husband, who wasn’t studying Christian Science at the time, agreed. He told me that if I wasn’t better by morning, he wanted to take me to the emergency room.
I’d had other healings through prayer before, so all that long night I prayed—or tried to. But fear and doubt, it seemed, were all I had. And my faith in everything that I believed felt sorely tested.
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December 2, 2019 issue
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From the readers
Jane Carey, Joy V. Smith, Todd Wittenberg
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Gift-giving
Larissa Snorek
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What has my attention, and why?
Mary Mona Fisher
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Perfection that’s possible
Elaina Simpson
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Place, purpose, and opportunity for all
Charlene Anne Miller
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Defending journalistic freedom
Rosalie E. Dunbar
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From ‘the liberal’ and ‘the conservative’ to friends
Ingrid Peschke
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I was a seeker for Truth
Pauline Boulong Yondi
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‘I feel like I don’t have faith in God’
Judy Olson
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Poison ivy reaction quickly disappears
Christine Whitney
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No more severe sunburn or snow blindness
Charles William Linderman
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Painful condition quickly healed
Rob Van Der Like
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Rotation in office
The Christian Science Board of Directors