My concept of myself as a suffering mortal trapped in a physical body was gone, and I knew that I was the spiritual child of God only, free from mortality with all its discords and limitations.
I was feeling both divided and fully justified in my feelings of outrage and disbelief that this church, founded on divine Love, could do something that I felt was so unloving.
I had been afraid to surrender the presumed—and false—benefits of drinking. Now I was ready, willing, and actually eager to abandon alcohol consumption as though I were offering a sacrifice to God.