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From a mental abyss to a new life
Originally published in German
The end of March is crocus time in our garden. Once, I saw two crocuses that had sprouted right next to each other, and their buds were still closed. They had been pressed to the ground by the wind and rain. Some days later, while still lying on the ground, the blossoms had opened and were showing their yellow stamens so bees could pollinate them.
I was deeply impressed by this. To me it was a symbol of continued vitality and purpose despite hardship.
Fifty years ago, I found myself in a situation that pushed me over the edge mentally, as if into an abyss. Two things had happened simultaneously, and they robbed me of all hope and the desire to live. I felt as if I were in a deep hole, alone, and too weak to climb out.
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May 29, 2023 issue
View IssueEditorial
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An invaluable resource
Ethel Baker with contributions from Tony Lobl
Keeping Watch
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The Science of invariable laws
John Tyler
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Rethinking concerns around carbon
Curtis Wahlberg
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I learned how powerful prayer can be
Joan Wolcott
Kids
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Abigail's Story
Jenny Sawyer
Healings
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Recovery from back injury
Martine Blackler
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From a mental abyss to a new life
H. Renner
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Ankle and knee injuries healed
Brandon Buckner
Bible Lens
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God the Only Cause and Creator
May 29–June 4, 2023
Letters & Conversations
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Letters & Conversations
Nancy Holmes, Deb Hensley, Richard Arlen